Diplomatic Session
written by:
AriAna Torralba
copyright 8-28-08
( )-instruments-Ending my line,let out a hoarse cry.And end it all.loudmetalsound- I,hear the guns.
Weapontry just for me come and face to face and hear the roars! Let out the cries! Of pain and Lies! Youchooseto
bethat’snotformesoheartheticktockofhisCries! And send your tears! Let out your war! It’s his
diplomatic session!
You, can hear the bombs. Of my own mind. Freemesavemedoesn’tmatterbringyoursightandyou
can’tstandtoheartheRoars! Let out the cries! Of hate and blood! Youchoosetobethat’snotfor
mesoheartheticktockofherCries! And catch the tears! Release your war! It’s her diplomatic session!
I can’t stand to hear, see the tears of hurt, that’s in their eyes and on the ground.
It’s going down, save the forgotten. Forgotten
* this is unfinished right now*
Go Away
I feel nothing when you speak and it just tears me up. It's the price that I pay to just hear you say and I'm alone in this room of despair. Just tear up the line and feed it to the dark. There's no point in me wasting the days on you. Well I'm cold and hopefully you'll know just why I'm enclosed like this. It's the love that makes me sick and the notes that make me die everytime. Just tear up the line and feed it to the dark. There's no point in me wasting the days on you...Love make me die inside and just seeing you makes me realize there's no sympathy in me for you. Go away, and never say I told you in the first place. Just made the day and I'm done with you. Go and never give a second glance and just tear up the line and feed it to the dark. There's no point in me wasting the days on you. Just go away and stay there. Desperate to seek why and ask no. Go away.
No One Else(written by Ariana .T. copyright 1-22-09)
Pour out comes my tears and draining comes the last strain I have for you. I feel empty and so I stay here. Morning comes and darkness stays. Blue is how I feel and red I don't care. Coldness comes and heat evaporates. Is there anyone I know; who cares to seize. And love might stay but leaves me anyway and that's why there is no one else I like like you. Love is nothing and hate is something that everyone fears yet feels. I've been gone and so I'm wrong on how I managed to be so happy yet. Is there anyone I know; who cares to say. And love might stay but leaves me anyway and that's why there is no one else I like like you. That's why there is no one else I care to speak with except for you.
No Feelings in your Lies(by: a.t. 2-15-08) for a friend i use to know
It's really scarce, pretty surprising. It is difficult to stay with. The pain of the thought never goes away. And it will all end soon. it will end real soon...But it don't matter when it smothers, weakening your mind. But, who will care when you aren't here? But, who will care when you disappear? I feel the pressure that you face. And all the feelings you try to suppress;they will all give way and then you will be okay. It will all end soon. It'll end real soon...But, it don't matter when it smothers, weakening your mind. But, who will care when you aren't here? But who will care when you disappear? Let you be, and let no one see...Light gives way and then comes darkness here to stay now. Everything leaves and so does your memories. But it will all end soon. It will end real soon...But, it don't matter when it smothers, weakening your mind. But, who will care when aren't here?But, who will care when you disappear? Well, I would care when you aren't here. And, I will care when you disappear. And when that happens think of me as your new best friend. When you're out by yourself now. And when I'm...But, it don't matter when it smothers, weakening your mind. But, who will care when you aren't here?(I will care when you disappear). But, who will care when you disappear?(I will care when you disappear). Don't forget who I am and I won't forget you,...And when I'm away I will remember you. And I won't forget who you are. When you are gone.
C'mon Take Your Shot(by: ariana (c) 1-21-09)
It's the streaming pf the noise that makes me shake and no one just knows how well- Just ignore and adore, kills the thought that aches my mind. And I noticed- Empty any and hit the one that fakes the things that comes your way. It's my secret society, my precious lie. But there is no way to say today that it's just a lie you're such a ****** sight! Black is my sight and red is my life. It's fun to see you when I go and say to you" no one wants to be with you". You're a stunner, with a gunner so what do you say when I'm a loner? A loser, so now I'm your owner. What does it take to see you. It's my secret society, my precious lie. But there is no way to say today that it's just a lie you're such a ****** sight!(here's a instrumental) ****** sight! And now I lied i never wanna see you so- You're such a great lier, So! Humorous, my eyes are just another lie to you. What a sight! Crimson washes away your soul- You're so clever! It's my secret society, my precious lie. But there is no way to say today that it's just a lie! and you're such a ****** sight! _______ sight! ______ sight! (instr.) _____ sight! You're such a _____ lie! (no one wants to be with you) C'mon now!!( c'mon and take your shot)_____ take your shot!! C'mon take your shot right now; c'mon take your shot, one chance to hit me one chance to shut you up.
My Emo Love(by: ariana (c) 1-16-09)
Am I alone or am I dead? this secret I keep and the hurt that runs deep inside; clear my wounds and leave me nothing but the scars. I tried to turn away but I fell and you were there. I am waiting for you you said you cannot leave here I said I am alone, but you took my heart and now I bleed. So you're as good as gone. You are as dead as I am inside. Alone. Well that's all I ever am so does it matter when you don't really care? cut my arms and pin the hate. Love has always destroyed my heart and caused me pain. I am crying not for you, you said the blade is your life I leave ______ you! You took my love and now I hate. So you're as good as gone. You are as dead as i am inside. Now I cry and you just lie. What am I to do when you just cheat and cut me when I'm down. This romance has left me drowning in sorrow and hate for you. I am crying. And you don't care. I am crying not for you you said nothing to me I said take away the pain and go away. You're as good as gone, you are as dead as I am inside. Take away my sadness and i'm not in love. But am I ever loved?
What I Meant(by:ariana (c) 3-5-09)
There is no one around to let you know just how much I feel right now. I said that I loved you but you moved from my world and now I am left for the fall, into the darkness. But the night still lingers and I can still here you. I never meant to do it and now I'm alone; just sit tight and leave behind. Love can be daring and poised in self hatred. You left me to die here, you left me to stay here. I hope that you go away, hope that you pay. Desperation seeks you I loathe. And now who are you? Where is you rest place? I never meant to do it and now I'm alone; just sit tight and leave behind. Today, I found. A way, to say. To go, and find.
Retro(by:ariana (c) 3-12-09)
Are you leaving yet? My secrets are here and you're six feet there. It's an alltime high, my wish to see you fall. Terrorizing, demonizing, let it all out for just today. Scream real loud and run as fast to just let go. Well I'm outta trust and you're the silver of my hate. To just say i'm wrong and you are right. Mistrust me and go from here. Terrorizing, demonizing, let it all out for just today. Scream real loud and run as fast to just let go. Terrorizing, demonizing, hypnotizing, let it all out for just me. Scream real loud and run as fast to just let them go. Let them go, for you. Let them go, for me. Let them go, just for us. Terrorizing, demonizing, hypnotizing-Scream real loud. Let it all out for just today to just let go-And run as fast. Scream real loud-Just for today. Scream real loud-Just for you. Scream real loud-Just for me. Scream real loud-Just for us.
Synag Sign (by: ariana .t. (c) 3-28-09)
Rattle dreams and take away the depth of hatred. Communicate through my words. But what else is there to tell you how I feel when we are far apart. You are, annoying and boring and untrustworthy. A synag sign, blinded my eyes. It's only for today. Cut your own day. Disappear from me. You got the synag sign. I'm meaning no, I'm saying yes. Cut to the place, in my soul and in my flesh. Away from my heart. Catch my tears and drown in your sorrow. You are, hateful, annoying, boring, and intrustworthy. A synag sign, blinded, cutting my eyes. It's only for this day. The blade it knows me. Go away from here. You got the synag sign. You question me, I walk away. You could care less. I wash away the threats you made, tears turn black, from my eyeliner. Ans so it goes, you are, hateful, annoying and boring, you question my thoughts. You got a synag sign, counted by nine. The blade it knows. Stay away from here. You got the synag sign.
Dark stream(by:ariana (c) 3-28-09)
Bring belief of my love to the undecided. Cut my time when you're threw and done, don't let me go. Go. Go. don't let me go when you say to let me fall. Don't let me fall. And one by one I feel the lost suppress my mind. you let me fall. Let go, the dark stream, called upon my fault. down and threw, away by one I fall. Love kills all. Empty thoughts and consumed promises. But do I set my mind to you when I feel? And do Iet go when you smile? And I don't hold on when I hear your voice. But reasons can only say and counts can barely stay. I'd trust you if there was. Let go, the dark stream, called upon my faut. Down and threw, away by one I fall. Love kills all.
Reasons and Swears(by:ariana (c) 4-6-09)
Underdays that stayed we adored, the ways of it all. How are you are you doing fine. I've tripped and fallen on my a**. It kills us, with just, I. I swear I didn't know, I just told you how I feel. I gave my reason this time, but you swear I am. Alone, so where do we go, with only a number to follow. But you still swear I am not the one to know. Howling underdogs I lay dead. Dead inside, but alive on surface. Scriptures beckoning me to go now. Darkness lays, on overpass. Give me the empty love. Catch all but one and one for none. Soar so high and miss the one. All but one and one for none. I swear I didn't know, I just told you how I feel. I gave my reason this time, but you swear I am. Alone, so where do we go, with only a number to follow. But you still swear I am not the one to know. I'm not the one to see, I'm barely understanding myself.
Black Iris (by: ariana (c)7-29-09)
Near the brazen sun, the echos of loveless fills our hearts that are aching. But I, will stay, in hopes that you will come back and comfort all that has harmed us all. Nothing, you mean nothing. I steal away the best, least yet to come nor stay. You are a red black iris that threatens all that will stay. All, the rest of you. the black iris intervened. Stay, they beg to remain. only stop all that has broken us all. Nothing, you mean nothing. I steal away, don't come to stay. nothing can stay, nothing will stay. nothing belongs.